Suddenly it was clear as day,

the sun of you that you block from me

is fueled by whatever self-built barriers you hold for yourself.

Nothing to do with me and here I thought that it was my fault

that you are unable to see me the way I wish you’d see me.

I shivered in those freezing shadows that you cast upon me,

thirsting for your sun to warm my way just like it did before,

moving left, right and center just to get onto the edge of the threshold

to bask endlessly and languidly in your warmth…

But I saw through the icy frost you shivered into my thoughts,

clear as day, suddenly and unexpectedly because you showed me.

It’s not me, it’s you.