It’s been a dozen years now. The date approaches, nerves and anxiety piling on I always expect November to be crappy because it is the month that I said goodbye to you as you were lowered into the ground. I try hard to smile and ‘think positive’ like everyone on Instagram says to do… But […]
When the yellow is lifted off the bloom, drained away by actions that unmatch words, leaving behind a pale shadow that struggles to understand why even when the answer is as apparent as the brilliance of that bloomed yellowness as tangible as the fading smell of that deserted bloom. Unimportant is not a feeling wished […]
Is it weird that it doesn’t hurt as much as it did ten years ago when your sister called in the velvet of night with heartbreak in her voice and pain in her cries to tell me you were no more? I googled Grief and How Long It Lasts to get an idea of when […]
Well, it’s almost ten years now… four more days unbelievable how time has floated by. My tears dried up over the years, but a crack still in my heart from a loss so unexpected. Time has covered up the crack not very well but it tries what remains, I can’t describe. A decade ago, death […]
He calls me Sugar And I melt a little bit more than I thought I could or should, or ever would — his smoky voice wafting into my ear, smoky tendrils of promise wrapping themselves around my fogged brain, pulling at my heart strings, asking them to loosen, to allow it to beat freely and […]
Over the last two weeks, I have run into your closest friends. They did not recognize me at first sight. I don’t blame them. I have changed in the last 9 years. The last time they saw me was when we were lowering you into the ground in November of 2010. One looked old. I […]
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