my heart stopped.

flashback. what if?

then i thought,

what if they had chosen

blue pill over red pill?

and i never get to hold your hand

ever again?

and i never see your smile

again?

and then my brain freaked out.

flashback.

to a time when my heart stopped.

before.

when blue pill had won over red pill.

and my worst fear came alive

as life was pulled away.

i thought…

i almost lost you.

my heart stopped.

then you cleared my flashback,

and my heart settled back into

rhythm and place.

red pill.

flashback killed.