Being Bad.

2013/09/19 by mkhana

I promised myself that this year I would attempt to shed my ‘nice’ image. I don’t mean that I would not be nice anymore, but that I would live my life to the fullest edging towards skirting any obstacles or any rules that could be flexibly interpreted. I noticed that, in the past, I tended […]

The Space Between Us

2013/08/03 by mkhana

I have no other words but these to say to you. I have missed you. I don’t plug in as much as I should Perhaps life has gotten in the way more often than we planned. Perhaps we both changed over time. Or perhaps we slipped away from each other… let me rephrase that with […]

Reflections

2013/08/03 by mkhana

So many things rush doggedly together within me I am not afraid yet there is the acrid taste of fear swirling in my too-dry mouth and choking off my air Is this anxiety or just discomfort at the status quo, with how up-in-the-air everything is. They say everything must fly up at some time, before […]

Forgetting You

2013/07/07 by mkhana

I decided to forget you, take our short-lived time and our out-of-balance memories and shove them out out of my mind, out of my life. I decided to forget you, and how you made me feel. Your yo-yo of great proportions and your decidedly unsure stance provided a stone path for me, and this decision. […]

The Love of Dance, The Pain of Age

2013/07/07 by mkhana

I danced last night like I was back in the 90’s. I ignored my aching joints and the strain within my muscles as I shimmied to reggae beats and hiphop knocks from a time when my life was less complicated and I was all teen spirit. It felt glorious. This morning, I am paying for […]

Paint Job

2013/06/26 by mkhana

It’s strange, this feeling… these feelings that are burning within, from an unknown point, a genesis unfamiliar. You aren’t supposed to paint my insides like this, like you can see clear right through to my depths, my unknowns that I have sought to hide for eons and ages. I thought you were half-knocking, and I […]