Reggae Night (II)

2013/05/03 by mkhana

I walked in alone. Unaccompanied. Escorted only by vivid memories of you, and echoes of your laughter. The reggae enveloped me and the beat stirred my heart. I missed you then, more than my every day I-miss-Attika swings… With a ferocity that brought forth a spring

Dear John…

2013/04/18 by mkhana

You left a trail of kisses on the chocolate sky of my back, please come back and claim them, as coupled with the salted break in my heart, those kisses are a little too heavy to bear. Please come back for your hugs of sugar as well, your morning hugs, your “just-called-to-hug-you-over-the-phone” hugs,

Touch

2013/04/13 by mkhana

Fleeting and gentle, trailing across ebony skin, leaving a trail of chocolate on cold, deserted bones… stroking up fantasies revolving around the promises gathered, contained in that sugary touch. A drop of concern melted away into nothingness, fired across dark velvet, caressed into death by that sweet, succulent time-erasing touch.

I have a problem…

2013/04/11 by mkhana

I have a problem. I felt the urge creep up within me today. I fought it with all the affirmations that I assume are commonplace during addiction meetings. I have a problem. You see, I am past the first stage of utter, complete denial… I see my problem for what it is… an issue, a […]

Beso

2013/04/10 by mkhana

Tears stack upon fears, with one looming over it all, threatening to still my heart. Solitude and doubt reign supreme especially on days like these… I keep waiting for your call, it never comes. And it kills me. I play back your voicemail. And it kills me. Again and Again. Tears stack upon a back […]

Broken Journey

2013/04/10 by mkhana

It hasn’t been easy, this path. A journey of a thousand steps halted mid-step by your departure. Stumbling along over jagged pieces of my broken self that still can’t grasp the full extent of your passing. This journey is full of tears and wails, triggered by a reggae beat, a drum roll or at the […]